im absoluetly fabulous!!!...

When everybody is watching you, "what happens next?" you hear them whisper....that feeling that you are under a microscope and everyone can see every tiny bit of you with a magnifying glass, it feels like they can see all your flaws, all your demons, everything you are right there for the whole world to see....even the good things seem very minute if you look at it through their eyes, you can feel them judging you, you feel their thoughts and it washes over you like cold water, it makes you shiver and think you are less than who you really are. ill share a tidbit i heard somewhere i cant remember, its said that every masterpiece has a flaw and that makes it more beautiful, when you feel like you are underneath that microscope, you can be like the peacock and spread your glory and flaws for them to see better, don't cower cos then it will feel like it is indeed something to be ashamed of...that particular flaw is less noticeable when u focus less on it,...when you would rather show than hide, it takes the fun away from thine "accusers"......it takes away the power they feel when they realize u are ashamed of yourself....to the question what happens next, you can answer that you happen next!...and u will keep happening cos your the fabulous piece of work that has a flaw you are not afraid to share and your not afraid to learn and you don't feel small...cos you are simply fabulous....you are absolutely happening next!